Sure, it's a nice day dream... never having to work again. But lets be real.. is that an actual thing? I mean everything must get up and do their job. From the winds, to the birds, to the trees, to the ants, they must all serve their purpose.. to keep the world moving forward; so why would us, as humans be exempt? And speaking of purpose; there's no way in hell my purpose is to lay in bed all day!! I gotta get up and work. Its my duty to the universe. And even when I do "retire" I'm sure there will still be some sort of work to be done. Hopefully its a little less stressful, but just cause my career chapter is closed.. my human duties are still gonna be necessary. Be it tidying up the dwelling or chatting it up with another fellow human.. the job aint all the way done.

The point is, how can I complain about having to go to work, when that is what I'm here to do. And all work is noble. No matter the title. From the CEO super duper boss, to the driver of all lovely goods & items, to the custodians/ cleaning experts, to the doctors/life savers. Each person must do their part to keep the world moving forward. Now maybe I'm starting to sound preachy... or like Captain Obvious.. IDGAF! I just want U to know.. WHATEVER YOU DO.. it's important to the community, city, state, country, world, & universe. . Even if you're a stay at home mom or dad, you're a part of everything. And even if you're a trouble-making Tween... your stupidly pointless and unproductive activities are (i hate to say it) also a part of everything.

As for the song I'm working on. I'm gonna practice it throughout the the day.. in my car aka my mobile studio.. (one day i'm gonna ask pimp my ride to make that happen).. then record tonight.. in the living room studio. At least that's the plan.

<3 cha

Ur looking for the secrets to life. Cause I don't have the answers. Hella questions, but no answers. And when I say i do science... if you think.. ohhhhh hot shot huh? Must think you're smart huh? Yeah, no. If I was actuallyyy smart, I would have made some discovery that allowed me retire by now. I would have won the Nobel Prize or something. If I was actuallyyyy smart... I wouldn't be working for someone.

I mean think about the idea of working for someone... that alone sounds awfully dumb. Granted, that is the world we live in and what a majority of us must do to get by.. so its cool its cool. But on a certain level, the idea of committing a third of your life to someone elsesss cause is wild. 8 hours a day.. that is the MAXIMUM ill work for someone. The other hours in the day are mine. And the time I spend catching z's, getting my beauty sleep... are mine. Got off track for a sec. Anywaysss...

Yeah sure, I'd say I'm above average intelligence (just for the sake of being confident)... but I don't think I'm smart and better than people sorta thing; tha fuqqq. Honestly, science research is the most relaxing work I've done that will actually pay me. So yeah. Plus I was trained to do it in college so.. I might as well use my degree. As a matter of FACTS.. I'm blessed to have finally found a lab that accepts my personality really. I know i can be a little much.. a little too hot to handle.. so I'm super thankful actually.

And yeah, I'm not a perfect human by any means. So don't come to this blog thinking.. this guy has THE ANSWERS... shit if I did.. I'd be in the Bahamas gettin fed grapes by some coconut bra'd baddies. If I did, I wouldn't be saying stupid shit like I JUSTTtTTtT said... that will get me in trouble with Ashia. Ya know, the point is.. I have my moments of stupidity.. and my moments of brilliance. My true friends know that.

I like to write, and as my thoughts flow onto the screen, I hope I'll be able to share some good ones of course.. but I may also share some stuff you should just disregard completely. Some stuff you should respond in your head with.. "what the heck is he talking abouttt????"

Now that's a disclaimer!

As far as Musica goes... I'm working on a song now. Basically on my drives to & from work (and during breaks)... i'll listen to the beat and try to think of lyrics. It's gonna be a collaboration with this beat maker who posts stuff to Youtube... OBM Beats (not like that means anything to you).. but hey figured id let u know who I'm working with anyways for this (fingers crossed) banger. Normally they charge 30 or so bucks for beats.. for "promotional purposes only" but if i ever wanted to make "profit" (I guess) I would need "exclusive rights." It honestly feels like a bunch of b.s. to charge thousands of dollars for a beat. Either way, I'll get the promotional rights... and if it ever gets more popular than expected... i'll cross that bridge when i get there, maybe get exclusive rights at that point... idk. I'm just winging it. Either way, Its gonna be a turn up style song. It's either a hit or miss with those. I do have oneee really good one (that hasn't been released), but I'd like another one.

Peace peace.


The plan wasss to wake up, work out, eat breakfast, get ready for work, drop the dogs off... then go to work. But instead, I woke up late, didn't work out, anddd everything else can go as planned in theory. Yes.. I'm going to work. No, I don't do music full time. I work full time doing scientific research in Carlsbad.. cuz I like to live (food & shelter aint free)... and I do music nights & weekends. Random thought tho, isn't it cool... that even tho I woke up late... I still.. woke up. Hell yeah. Another day to experience life. A one page extension on your story. It may not go as planned... but it may work out. =)

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