Not according to plan

The plan wasss to wake up, work out, eat breakfast, get ready for work, drop the dogs off... then go to work. But instead, I woke up late, didn't work out, anddd everything else can go as planned in theory. Yes.. I'm going to work. No, I don't do music full time. I work full time doing scientific research in Carlsbad.. cuz I like to live (food & shelter aint free)... and I do music nights & weekends. Random thought tho, isn't it cool... that even tho I woke up late... I still.. woke up. Hell yeah. Another day to experience life. A one page extension on your story. It may not go as planned... but it may work out. =)

Well shit

Soooo I have a feeling Ashia saw that last blog post. And now i feel bad because i bet it made her insecure. But those chicks at Karinas don't mean nothing to me ya know. Like I spend my time with Ashia, I think about a future with Ashia. Not any of dem. So yah, I feel super bad. I want to empower her, to enconfident (not a word but should be) her. The point is, I wanna make her feel confident!! She's so frickin smart. And I swear the first time I saw her... I was like wholly balls she is BEAUTIFUL. But then I had to get back to work... but man, the whole time I was working, I was thinking about that beautiful girl I saw earlier. Then after work, I was just hoping I would see her again. Man I'm telling ya. There was a different kind of attraction, one where ur literally pulled towards the person by some magnetic force. Ashia was just absolutely indescribably fuckin beautiful that night... its hard to describe. Then somehow we got off work at the same time, probably sometime around 10 o clock at night... and idk what happened, idk how it happened, but i ended up hanging out with her in her car. And just sitting there next to the girl I had been thinking about the whole shift... man i got so nervous for a second. Like, I just couldn't believe I was sitting next to a girl so hot! swear to Jah, it was unreal. My nerves went away somehow... and there was a feeling of comfort. Like she made me not feel afraid. Which I liked. I loved. and I'm so happy to be with her right now. We have our little family with Kiwi and Mango, and we're paying rent n shit. Real adult stuff! I gotta go to sleep now, cause we work out in the mornings before work. It's one of the ways we bond sorta, and i really cherish that time we spend... jumping, running.. sweating... haha so romantic... but it's the shit. If Ashia is reading this.. lub u. If someone else is.. i lub her.

And I know, nobody likes to hear people talk about themselves.. which i sorta just did.. but that was on my chest. So yeah. I'll try to give ya some actual music related shit one day haha. Peace. <3

First blog post as Lil Casino

Hey you. You may or may not know that i used to do a little blog back in the day, when i was in college and blazing a lottt a lot. Man, its crazy I don't anymore. But either way, my new drug of choice is this music thing. Come to my blog if you wanna read about some behind the scenes thoughts and feelings that go down as a rapper; just trying to get paid to do what I love. But thats so cliche. Don't get me wrong, I do love rapping. But what I really love is making people happy. I used to do it with dancing, I've tried to do it with a sense of humor.. crickets crickets.... but yeah, I think thats why i like making music so much. Who knows?! Either way I've been working so hard to be able to provide something to my friends, family, and even strangers I've never met before. I mean we are all interconnected no? (I'm on the WE ARE ONE vibe hella). ANYWAYS... Ashia, my lady friend... is out walking the dogs Kiwi and Mango atm. She took me to Karinas yesterday for her birthday (her dad paid)... but I thought it was my birthday! If you've never heard of it, its like a mexican, seafood, kinda high priced.. hooters. haha. The chicks there were smokin hot! hahaha. It was fun.. even tho the dodgers won. I hate the Dodgers, always have and always will. As I write this, I'm listening to Game 7 of Dodgers Braves, winner goes to World Series... yeah. Basically... Go Braves! lol I look forward to sharing more nonsense with you. And when I write blog posts... i like to write em as if i'm talking directlyyyy to YOU. I don't like doing "ya'll" blah blah sentences. Its just me, writing stuff, and you, reading stuff... just me n you baby me & u. Have a good, productive, and fun week... whoever you are. <3