Well shit

Soooo I have a feeling Ashia saw that last blog post. And now i feel bad because i bet it made her insecure. But those chicks at Karinas don't mean nothing to me ya know. Like I spend my time with Ashia, I think about a future with Ashia. Not any of dem. So yah, I feel super bad. I want to empower her, to enconfident (not a word but should be) her. The point is, I wanna make her feel confident!! She's so frickin smart. And I swear the first time I saw her... I was like wholly balls she is BEAUTIFUL. But then I had to get back to work... but man, the whole time I was working, I was thinking about that beautiful girl I saw earlier. Then after work, I was just hoping I would see her again. Man I'm telling ya. There was a different kind of attraction, one where ur literally pulled towards the person by some magnetic force. Ashia was just absolutely indescribably fuckin beautiful that night... its hard to describe. Then somehow we got off work at the same time, probably sometime around 10 o clock at night... and idk what happened, idk how it happened, but