Ever wonder what it's like to share a song?

Okay okay,

I realize its been a minute since I blogged about some actual music. Although I do have a song coming out tomorrow, I don't feel like hyping it (yet); I feel like putting myself out there in a different way.. or at least sharing with you what it's like to share songs you've made.

Maannnn, it's not easy. You pour your heart into something, just to put it into the world for it to be straight up JUDGED. That shit is not easy. Its pretty fuckin scary to be honest.

It's kinda like talking to a beautiful girl for the first time (that you may actually like). It's super nerve-racking. A littleeee exciting. But you just don't really know what to expect. It's a lot like the first time I kicked it with Ashia actually.

It was after work, and I went with her to her car. (Now pretend Ashia is the world of music listeners waiting to judge my song.) I had a slight panic when I sat down. Then all of a sudden, I couldn't believe I was sitting next to this beautiful girl! Same thing with sharing a song pretty much! There's a slight panic (like how are people gonna react, what's gonna happen, what am I doing, why did I share this, nobody cares, its okay, *heart beating rapidly* its all good), then all of a sudden, I have a moment where I'm so so happy. I'm happy cause I took a risk, and although that happy feeling is fleeting, its nice while it lasts. With Ashia, although that exciting moment went away quickly, it was filled by something even better. Something incredibly peaceful and comfortable. Its hard to explain, but all of a sudden I felt at ease. Like I wasn't so jumpy or anxious or scared.

Same thing with my music. There's panic, then stoked/ fuck yeah I did it... then I feel at ease. Maybe because I'm accomplishing part of my deeper cosmic purpose, (lol) orrrr it could just be because I was freaking out for no reason.

Do you ever do that? Just freak out for no reason; then come to realize that whatever was freaking you out didn't even end up happening? It's kinda like your imagination gets the best of you. Yep, me too.

I guess the worst thing that can happen when I release a song... it someone says... "THIS IS TRASH." And the best thing I can do now... is just expect that to happen! hahaha I know that sounds crazy, but if I expect it... and by some miracle that doesn't happen... then it's a pleasant surprise! But if it does happen... then at least I was prepared for it and I can say.. thereeee it is. haha.

So yeah, now I'll promote. Tomorrow, Ghost Town feat Ashia... hope ur ready for Ashia to steal the show. ;)

Peace & <3

Double edged sword of political views; I'm not a traitor!

Hello you,

So I've been doing some thinking. (Believe that? haha) and no matter what, politics is just a double-edged sword. On one hand, fewer taxes would be great, because then we could take home more of the money we make. On the other hand, our society really hasn't evolved too much from a slavery society. I'll explain.

The workers are kinda the slaves now. Yes, they do have the freedom to choose where to work, aka their master. But no matter what, those without resources, are forced to work for someone WITH resources.. in order to survive. It's kinda fucked.

So the philosophy of the Democrats may be the best way to even the playing field.

Now I know what a Republican minded person would say, traitor! haha. And I understand many of your fears, I truly do.

I guess what I'm saying is capitalism has its flaws, in that it has financially polarized society. There are the haves and have nots. And let's just be honest, there's a shit ton of have nots (me included). Word on the street is the main value of Democrats is equality. And I hope they can accomplish great strides towards a more financially equal society. Godspeed.

<3

Politicin

With Facebook getting all crazy in regards to politics, I'll take my train of thought here, and see if I can avoid some emotional damage (Words hurt). Anyways, I'm gonna respond to this picture below, take your time.

Lets get started. Anyone can get all these great perks, if they join the military. Men & women who enlist get all that because there’s a chance their fuckin leg can get blown off. And if you or anyone wants all that, then find a fucking recruiter. And actually, I don't believe those are bad or anti American. Those are great. Awesome actually. But is anything really free? Someone’s paying for that “free” healthcare, housing, education, etc one way or another. That someone is we, us, the working people are paying for it. Nothing is free. Notice how I don’t say anything belittling, condescending, or disparaging about the person who made this post. I’m just sharing another perspective.

Side note. I'd rather share reasoning that is so simple a two or three year old can understand it. I don't see the point in describing ideas with a high degree of complexity. What's the point? To sound eloquent and intellectual, okay sure. But personally, I believe its more effective to simplify rather than complicate. Simplifying, is the name of my game.

And I'm sorry, if I sound insensitive, or unsympathetic, to the millions of innocent people who are struggling as far as homes, healthcare, education, jobs. I do want to help them. I want to help them by encouraging them to not rely on anyone. To be independent. I just feel like there would be a greater sense of pride in ones accomplishments if it was done through their hard work and patience.